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“What’s wrong?” he asked.

  “Nothing.” she said flippantly. “Nothing’s wrong. I just … I-I-I just …”

  “Just what?”

  Clearing her throat she answered, “It’s stupid I know but I was looking for another excuse to come up and see you. We’re leaving tomorrow.”

  He smiled at her.

  “You don’t need an excuse to come see me. Just come on up anytime. This will be your bedroom.”

  She tilted her head and looked at him, not quite sure what he was saying to her.

  They looked at each other for a long moment. Then Teresa started to lean forward towards the doctor. As she leaned forward so did he. It was in the middle that their lips met. He could taste the whiskey on her lips. She could feel that his lips were as soft as they looked. She was the first to open her mouth. He took advantage of that by thrusting his tongue in. Hers met his. For the longest time they swapped each other’s taste and need for each other.

  The good doctor moved forward while he kissed her. Teresa didn’t resist him. They ended up laying on the bed. He held the upper part of himself above her, while his lower half lay still between her legs, despite his desire to grind his hips into her. She wrapped her arms around his.

  He was the one who broke the kiss. He looked at her. She was drunk, he thought. This was not right. He tried to get up but she held onto him.

  “It wasn’t that good?” she asked, not wanting to hear the answer.

  “It was wonderful.” he answered, honestly. “It’s just that I can’t do this.”

  “Because it’s me?” she asked hoping he would say no.

  “You’re my patient.” he reminded her. “You’re my patient and at this moment you don’t have all your faculties about you. I can’t take advantage of that. That would be wrong.”

  “It would be?” she queried.

  “Yeah it would be.” he answered.

  “Then will you just hold me until I fall asleep? Can you do that? Please.”

  He said no. “I can’t trust myself to just lay in bed with you. I’m so sorry. I would love to just hold you but I just – I can’t.”

  “That’s ok.” she said softly. “Not many men can stand to hold me.”

  “That’s not what I meant.” the doctor said gently.

  “No you don’t have to say what you mean to me. You’re a good guy. You would never be that blunt.”

  He didn’t know what to say to that.

  “You know, I’m going to let you go to bed.” he said. “We’ll talk about this in the morning.”

  She took in an unsteady breath.

  “Do the boys know you’re here?” he asked.

  “No. I told them I would call them when I felt like I needed to. I would be fine. And they just needed to – figure it out.”

  “You probably should be at that conversation.”

  “Maybe but not tonight.”

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  Dr. Levine came out from Teresa’s room. He heard his phone ringing.

  “Dr. Levine, please tell us Teresa is with you.” It was Jackson, sounding very frantic.

  Dr. Levine let him be frantic for an additional moment or two.

  “Yes Jackson she is here with me at my condo.” the doctor put their fears to rest. Jackson and Henry let out their breaths. “Don’t worry about her. She’s in the guest bedroom sleeping.”

  “Thank God.” Jackson said. “We were so worried. We didn’t think she’d actually leave the hotel. We have been looking up and down the street for her, thinking she was kidnapped when she didn’t call.”

  “She’s seems to be braver than some people give her credit for.” Dr. Levine defended Teresa.

  “Yeah. I’m beginning to see that now.” Jackson said.

  “Well don’t worry about her tonight. She’s already asleep in my spare bedroom. We will see you at my office like planned. 8 am tomorrow.”

  “Are you sure she’s ok doctor?”

  “She’s fine. Don’t worry about her.”

  “I’m going to rely on your professionalism doctor to make sure that she stays ok.” Jackson threatened lightly.

  “I understand. I wouldn’t have it any other way. So trust me. She’ll be fine. See you tomorrow.” He hung up on Jackson.

  Dr. Levine gathered together a couple of towels, a new toothbrush, some soap and other sundry items for her that she might need tomorrow morning. He put the items in her bathroom. He went and pulled the covers up around her, so that she would be snug in the bed. He looked at her sleeping face and thought how could anyone mistreat her in anyway, let alone physically or sexually. What was it about people that made it ok to perpetrate such acts against other human beings?

  He smoothed her hair down. She murmured a little and moved a bit but didn’t wake. He wanted desperately to get into bed and just hold her. Something told him she wanted more. He wanted more. At this moment he couldn’t give that to her or him. He just couldn’t.

  But maybe one day, he thought. Maybe one day she wouldn’t be his patient. Maybe.

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  When the boys walked into the conference room, Teresa stood looking out a window on the other side of the table. They walked up to the table but didn’t say anything. She didn’t acknowledge their presence. She didn’t for several long minutes. Finally she turned and looked at them. She was biting her lip, concern on her face. Hugging herself she walked up to the table. They heard her sigh, but she kept their gaze.

  “Teresa …” Jackson was the first to talk. He and Henry both teared up a little. They were so glad that she was ok. They were so happy she hadn’t been snatched off the street. They were here now together. Jackson thought, I need to make it up to her. Henry thought, the best thing to do was to be there for her now.

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  “I just want to let you know that no matter what you decide, Jackson and I will be there for you. You’re our love. You’re the only thing that matters.”

  Teresa started to cry silently. The boys went to her. She fell into their arms. They held each other, all of them now crying.

  “I’m sorry.” Jackson apologized.

  “I’m sorry.” Teresa said. “I shouldn’t have run off like that.”

  “Honey, you don’t have to justify yourself to us.” Henry said. “Just please don’t do that again. We were terrified. Let’s agree to work things through and not run from conflict. I know this will be difficult for you but if we are going to be a family, we are going to argue from time to time. We have to stick together.”

  “Ok. I’ll try.” Teresa said. “I just – was so … hurt.”

  “Hurt?” Jackson asked. “By what?”

  “When you – “

  “When I pushed you around.” Jackson softly finished for her.

  “No when I reached out for you and you cringed. You didn’t want me to touch you. I understood why. It still broke my heart.”

  “I can’t tell you I’m sorry enough Teresa. It wasn’t me. I hope you know that. I was just so angry at finding out about you and Henry. I felt so betrayed. That’s no excuse. Just the reason. I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry.”

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  “Gentlemen.” Dr. Levine interrupted coming into the conference room. “Nurse Jordan told me you were here. Shall we get started?”

  “Miss Teresa do you need some more time to make a decision?” Dr. Levine asked. Teresa sat next to the boys, holding their hands. The good doctor was across the table.

  “No.” she said, shaking her head. “I know what I want to do.”

  “Ok.”

  He sounded nervous, Teresa thought. Did he regret giving her the choice to have this baby that was half her? Half filthy and disgusting. Did he not want to help in bringing her child into the world? She hadn’t really gotten that message from him until today through his nervousness. So maybe it wasn’t that, she thought. Maybe it was something else. She wondered what though, not being able to fathom that perhaps Dr. Levine was nervous because he knew she would make
the decision to have the baby , and therefore basically commit suicide. She had just come into his life. He didn’t want to lose her like the boys didn’t either.

  Teresa took a deep breath and let it out slowly.

  “I really have thought about this. And I know all the – the facts. All the statistics. And the probabilities of specific events happening. I understand the difficulty of this pregnancy. I just … I can’t terminate this pregnancy. I – I have to take it to term.”

  Dr. Levine sat up a little straighter and asked, “You have to take it to term? Why?”

  “I need to bring something good into this world, even if it’s half me.”

  “We’re grateful that it’s half you.” Jackson exclaimed. “It’s because of you this baby will be smart and compassionate and absolutely stunning.”

  Teresa smiled, as she shook her head.

  “I know it will be half bad because of me.” she told them. “But maybe, just maybe, you and Henry can raise it right and get rid of that part which is me.”

  “Jackson can raise her … ?” Henry repeated. “You mean you, me and Jackson, right?”

  Teresa let go of their hands.

  She shook her head again. “No.” she whispered. “As soon as it’s born, I will get away from the three of you. That way I can’t influence it at all. So I don’t make it harder to raise it.”

  “What do you mean …?” Jackson began before it dawned on him what and why she was going to do. “No.” he said his voice low. “You are not going anywhere.”

  “Then I can’t have this baby.” she said, her voice going up an octave. “I can’t risk hurting it.”

  “You would never hurt anyone let alone a baby.”

  “Not intentionally. I don’t think.” her voice falling into a whisper.

  “Of course not.” Henry exclaimed. “You know you’re better than this Teresa. Staying with us you’ve seen how you affect us.”

  “Yes, I have.” she said angrily.

  This was new to the boys. Henry caught himself before he could break out into a grin. He was overjoyed by her anger. It was something she had never allowed herself to feel let alone show others. He knew she had to be angry with everything she had gone through in her short life. But she had yet to acknowledge that anger.

  “So you know you don’t have to leave.” Henry threw back at her. He wanted to push her anger.

  “Yes I do have to go! Otherwise I’ll only teach it that its mother is a three in one and to want to fuck me.”

  “We don’t think of you as a mouth, pussy and asshole.” Jackson said his voice rising with indignity. “You’ll be his or her mother. They won’t want to have sex with you. That isn’t normal. It won’t be like you and you father. You would never let that happen.”

  “How can you say that?” Teresa cried out. “I caused it the first time.”

  “You caused what?” Henry asked stunned.

  Teresa shook her head. “I can’t.” she answered. “I can’t say it, it’s so bad, so horrible. And it’s all my fault. I can’t let that happen to this child. I can’t be responsible for more – sin.”

  “Ms. Teresa.” Dr. Levine finally chimed in. “What did your father do to you?”

  “I … I teased him into … want-wanting me.” she confessed. “I-I don’t know how I did it. I don’t - I can’t not do something I don’t know about to begin with. That is why I have to leave.”

  “Teresa.” Dr. Levine said softly and leaned forward. “Teresa would you please look at me. Please.” Teresa averted her eyes for a long minute. Finally she looked the doctor in the eye. He saw the unshed tears. The shame. The pain. “What happened between you and your father?” he asked, already knowing the answer. But he knew she needed to tell it.

  Chapter 61

  As he watched them, Henry touched himself. Teresa and Jackson sat on the sofa in their hotel room kissing. Henry sat in a chair across from them. Their tongues played with one another. Jackson’s hand went under her sweater. His open mouth made it’s way down Teresa’s beautiful throat, while his hand found her breast. Her areole was a warm oasis on her cool chest. He teased her nipple into hardness. He needed it in his mouth. Her sweater wound up on the floor.

  Teresa cried out every time Jackson sucked on her nipple. Henry had carried her from the doctor’s office, back to the hotel. When they reached the room, she awoke and asked to be put down on the sofa.

  Henry sat up and forward. He watched the woman he loved being pleasured by another man, his best friend. Concentrating just on Teresa, he blocked out from his vision, Jackson.

  The sheriff made his way over to Teresa. Sitting on the other side of her, he began to kiss her shoulder. He made his way to her spine and kissed his way down to her jeans. As he licked and blew on her back, causing her to tremble, he reached around to the front of her jeans. He unbuttoned all the buttons and stuck his hand inside her panties.

  Teresa moaned as Henry played with her and Jackson continued his ministrations on her breasts. The double pleasure the boys were giving her was a torment, a torture of the most splendid kind. They were making her ache all over.

  In order to get her jeans off, Jackson stood Teresa up. Her knees buckled once. He caught her and held her up. Henry pushed her jeans down while Jackson kissed her stomach moving down to her cotton-covered pussy. He licked her through her panties. He smiled when he heard her moan.

  “Oh God.” she whispered. She could barely breath. Jackson quickly flicked his tongue at her clit. Henry slipped two fingers and his tongue inside her. Jackson grabbed one of her legs and held it out, giving them more room to maneuver.

  “Please.” Teresa begged. “Please.”

  Jackson pulled her away from Henry. While he unbuttoned his jeans, he laid her on the sofa. He pulled himself out already hard for her. She opened her legs to him. Without being asked, he thought surprised. Usually he took his time with her but this wasn’t just him and her. Jackson entered Teresa without any foreplay. She cried out in pleasure and discomfort.

  “I’m sorry.” Jackson whispered in her ear. He tried to pull out, but she held on to him.

  “Please don’t leave.” she begged softly. “Please …”

  “Never.” he told her. “I’ll never leave you.”

  Jackson moved in and out of her slowly, relishing every moment he was inside her. His connection to her was more than physical. Thankfully he hadn’t lost that when he bullied her around. She still opened up herself to him in body and spirit. He cried as he made love to her, so astonished that she could forgive him for being like the Admiral.

  Teresa kissed his tears away, while hers flowed freely. She had been scared that she would reject Jackson because of his rejection of her. Her body knew even if her mind and soul didn’t quite believe that it was a once in a lifetime event. Jackson loved her and he would never hurt her so badly as the Admiral did. Henry had bruised her worse than Jackson ever had or ever would.

  She looked over at Henry to see if he was still there. He was. She held out a hand to him. He quickly got up and went to her. He put his hand in hers and let her pull him closer to them.

  “Jackson.” Teresa said softly. Jackson immediately stopped and opened his eyes to see what she needed from him. “Jackson, Henry, I want both of you. At the same time.”

  “Sweetheart, you know what that would entail.” Henry said to her. “I know.” She said her voice still soft and tremulous. “But I need the both of you. I want to be with both of you at the same time. To have both of you inside me. Please Henry, Jackson.”

  The two men looked at each other. They weren’t too thrilled with the idea, but who were they to deny Teresa anything.

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  “He used to come into my bedroom.” she started. She paused before continuing. “He said I would ask him to come – in. That I wou-would lie and ask him to come and-and scare the monsters a-way. But then I – I would ask him to hold me for a little – while. Since he was a go-good dad-dy, he would.”


  “That is what good fathers do.” Dr. Levine agreed. “They chase away monsters, hold their babies and make them feel safe in the world.”

  Teresa nodded her head. She looked away.

  “Please look at me Teresa.” Dr. Levine stressed to her again. “He did more than just hold you, didn’t he?”

  She looked back at him and nodded her head. The tears fell then. “He-he would make me sit in his lap. He said I would wiggle … wigg-ling. And that – excited … him. I … I did it. It was m-my fault. I caused him to-to … sin.”

  She couldn’t continue looking him in the eye. Teresa started to cry. Henry got to her first. He embraced her, pulling her close to him. She struggled a little, but finally settled herself in his arms. She cried quietly into his chest.

  The men waited for her.

  Finally she sat up, sniffling.

  “Teresa.” Dr. Levine began softly. He leaned forward. “Your father was not a good father. He was a monster. Do you believe me?”

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  Jackson sat on the sofa. Teresa straddle him taking his cock in her hand and guided him up into her. She moaned when he entered her. She leaned forward exposing her asshole to Henry who was rubbing his dick with some lubricant he had found in the bathroom. Ostensibly it was to be used for some purpose other than anal sex. But he was grateful to have it. Henry and Jackson weren’t too sure about this. The last thing they wanted was Teresa to have flashbacks while making love to them.

  Henry first put his thumb into her. She whimpered. He could feel how tense she was. He had to get her to relax. Kissing her lower back always made her feel good. With each kiss he felt her body soften. Before she could tense up again, he entered her quickly. She gasped. He stayed still, not sure if she was hurting or if she appreciated having him there. He leaned over on top of her. “Teresa. Are you ok? Is everything all right? I can get out if you want.”

  “No.” she said. “No I didn’t realize how intense it is to have both of you in me. Please make love to me Henry. Please make love to me Jackson. I need both of you so much. Please.”

  The two men soon fell into a rhythm that seemed to satisfy her, if her moans were any indication of her pleasure. She didn’t have any flashbacks. Grabbing Henry’s thigh, she dug her nails into his flesh. He moaned. He wasn’t as forceful as he usually was with Teresa. Given her history of abuse, he took it a little easy.